If He Had Been with Me by Laura Nowlin

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A New York Times Bestseller If he had been with me, everything would have been different... Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other. Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around. That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together. But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways... Perfect for readers of All the Bright Places, How She Died, How I Lived, and Dear Evan Hansen, If He Had Been with Me is a beautiful, raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us.

  • Product Features

    • Suggested age range - 14-18 Years
    • Format - Paperback
    • Product dimensions - 5.7" W x 7.7" H x 1.2" D
    • Genre - Fiction
    • Publisher - Sourcebooks, Publication date - 11-01-2019
    • Page count - 400
    • ISBN - 9781728205489
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4.3/5

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14 days ago

Love it

This book had all the feeling and everything

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19 days ago

Top 3 Favorite Reads

So so good. I love this book and always will. Sobbed for hours, heart wrenching and compelling plot.

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1 month ago
from NY

I don’t understand the hype

The hype around the re-release of this book made me move it up my TBR. The entire time I was listening to it, I kept thinking…why? The chapters were short and choppy. They felt more like diary entries. Overall, it was just ok, but it’s like a movie that is meh all the way to the end and then the ending makes it. If I could only rate the ending, it would be a 5⭐️ read but unfortunately, I was really expecting so much more from this one. I truly don’t understand why there is a second book. My OCD will eventually make me read it but UGH.

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1 month ago

Sobbing in the corner

This book is amazing and I don’t care what anyone else says abt it. It’s beautiful and absolutely heartbreaking. Sure it does get a little boring kind of in the middle but you just have to push through it and it’s worth it. That’s the only reason I’m giving it a four instead of a five is cause it was just a bit boring for a minute there. The story of autumn and Finny is heartbreakingly adorable. It starts out innocent enough but by the end it’s like, okay… what the freak did I just read???? It left me thinking about it for days. This was definitely an amazing book and I 100% recommend it. It’s topics are so relatable (at least to me) and it really dug deep. This is definitely one for the ages.

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2 months ago

Way too boring

I really tried to give this book a chance due to the description sounding interesting. However, the book was anything but that. First of all, the story itself fell flat to me since it felt like just a typical boring teenage drama series. I had no connection to the main character and had no desire to keep reading to find out more about her or what happened next. Secondly, the setting for every scene (if you could call it that) was constantly changing and was doing so at what felt like a rapid pace. It made it difficult to remember where the characters were half the time. Finally, there just wasn't anything keeping me hooked or invested. Like I said before, it just felt like a boring teenage drama series. Even the writing itself felt childish at times. I made it halfway through chapter eighteen before giving up. Would not recommend.

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2 months ago
from Lancaster, CA

Left me sobbing in the corner by the end

Quick Opinion 💭: Left me sobbing in the corner by the end Why I Read This 📌: Popular BookTok Recommendation My Summary 📝: What starts off as an emotional love story between two childhood friends drifting apart and confronting what could have been, ends as a devastating, tragic gut-punch you’ll never forget. My Review 💔: I still don’t know why anyone would willingly subject themselves to the heartbreak of this book but somehow, that made me love it even more. I was emotionally wrecked by the end. I wanted to rip the pages out of the book and use them as tissues for my tears. The writing is deceptively simple but incredibly powerful, and the emotional depth Nowlin brings to the characters is what makes the story so unforgettable. It’s the kind of book that devastates you in the best way.

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3 months ago
from Albany, NY

The story of "What If"

This book isn't for everyone. The past does not replay in everyone's mind rent free. That's essentially what this book is, a replay to the "what if" moment. I wish I read this book during my highschool years as it touched upon depression, the past, and being more observant than the rest of your peers. Autumn may be a fictional character, but it feels like I have gained an ally and friend, perhaps you will too.

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3 months ago

A Story That Stays With You

I just finished reading this and was in tears by the end. It was such a powerful and emotional read. I absolutely loved it and can’t wait to dive into the second book. I have a feeling I’ll be crying again!

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